You know life is complicated and I am striving to be the best at everything I do, however I am discovering most of what I do I don't even like doing.
We spend most of our lives our time pleasing and impressing others; well you know what "this is no longer working for me". My frustration comes when I expect different results from life when I keep doing the same things- definition of "insanity". It is insane of me to keep doing the same things when I know I desire things to be different in my life. At the age of 40 I am ready to be free-free from unnecessary stress, strain and struggle-keyword unnecessary. Don't get me wrong I know that these things are needed in life for growth, however I want these things to lead me to life - not loathe. I know that once I get on the path life has intended for me the stress, strain and struggle will bring me to a place of pure joy. I must grow toward my passion, my destiny and my purpose. If I continue on this present path I will allow life to suffocate me. At the end of most days I can barely breath from the mountain of frustrations that I have experienced during the day. I am determined to find "what does work for me" so can breath freely. Life is beautiful and I know it has more to offer me because I have more to offer it. I have entered another year not doing what I know I am called to do and it is slowly beginning to dim my light in this world, this is how I know it is time for change. Webster defines the word change as :to make radically different,to give a different position,to replace with another,to make a shift, to exchange to modify- all of which describes the action plan of my life that I must put into place. Sooner than later I expect to say "This is Working For Me" God has blessed me with new mercies daily and I am doing Him and this universe a disservice not living my best life, not living up to my full God given potential so let the journey begin--- yep "this is going to work for me".
God Bless you on your journey to change and finding "what works for you".
--V67
"The Purpose of Life is to Live it, to Taste Experience to the Utmost,to Reach Out Eagerly and Without Fear for New and Richer Experiences".
-----Eleanor Roosevelt
